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Jun. 23rd, 2015 02:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shanonshanon's sex life meme lmao
im going to make two separate cuts for this bc the first two questions are potentially triggering so i want to make it optional for ppl to read or not
what was their first kiss like?
she was sexually abused by her grandfather and it started out as kissing/touching before escalating, i don't really feel the need to go into explicit detail about it
after that, idk prolly some random boy
what was their first time like?
see above
after that she began having quite a lot of disregard for herself and this is where her promiscuous behavior started as a way to turn the abuse done to her into power, she has a very deep seeded hatred for people and the concept of sex in relation to "loving" or "caring" as it was used as something that hurt her from a very young age and on, she has a very warped perspective about it, and her behavior is, IN A WAY, somehow to "reclaim" herself and do what she wants on her own terms, she figures no one can do anything she doesn't want if she's "always willing", without realising that this is also abuse and not realising that instead of hurting others and herself for being hurt, that real power comes from overcoming it and rising above, taking the power away from the people who hurt her by not letting them control her life and thoughts and making her a distorted shell of a person, her drug abuse follows soon after this as she uses hooking up with people whenever she wants as a type of "high" in the beginning as it's like a "fuck you" to being raped? she refuses to be taken advantage of, even if she is, like her friend suggests that a lot of the men she hooks up with do, (they do) and it sends her into an anxiety induced rage and denies it because in her mind, after the abuse she went through, she's never let anyone do anything to her she doesn't want
are they loud?
generally no, she BREATHE HEAVY tho and depending on where she fucking someone, like if she in a precarious situation where getting CAUGHT could happen, s/t she will purposely cry out n get loud or s/t just to be testy n embarrass them n get them all riled up or so they can cover her mouth bc she likes bein muffled
*she will never get fake loud or fake orgasm bc she dont even want to give the shitty fucker the satisfaction of even THINKIN they got her off, she will lay silently n bored if they aint do right
where are their erogenous zones?
her neck, she love her neck bein kissed!!!!! also her tummy n thighs idk all over she love bein felt up + feelin ppl up she is very.. touchy
favorite form of foreplay?
gettin really high n gettin ha chocha 8
are they usually the one who initiates things?
yes, like YEAH she likes to fuck and she likes to be in control of her sexuality bc she was abused but its also like self loathing, not feeling worth anything and she fucks people bc she thinks its all she is good for and all she has to offer like she generally never gets too attached to people she sleeps with? but she has been rather offended by bein snubbed by someone she tryin to hook up with
she is typically p. domineering too and her preferences usually lie towards older men, she's not really into childish and inexperienced BOYS, idk she likes a power switch type dynamic with sex tho bc even tho she IS domineering and initiates things she ultimately likes the other person to take charge, otherwise she gets p. bored easily
she never does or will do anything FORCEFUL to anyone, like, she gets offended if they're not interested but she just leaves if someone isn't into her she aint gonna make them do shit she usually gets over it n stops caring she aint psycho
do they prefer performing or receiving oral?
she likes receiving but it isn't a MUST, she loves performing tho like she literally obsessed with suckin dick and she prides herself on her blowjobs
how frequently do they engage in self-stimulation?
not very often, idk something about it skeeves her a bit? sheis very, very rarely in the mood for it and i think it partially has to do with the fact that she often gets intrusive thoughts when she is alone and her mind wanders into being abused and so she is put off by it, and because she thinks its boring too
what kinks are they into?
nothin really, she thinks that kind of shits stupid as hell and over the top, she doesn't need anything bizarre or excessive to get off, she DOES think "pet play" w/e is kind of cute just because it's so ridiculous and she would prolly like to crawl around n act like a kitten for a bit bc shes weird, but not as an ALL THE TIME thing
do they like trying new things?
yesss she is open to experimenting with most things, LIKE SHE'D PROLLY TRY IT UP THE ASS NEGL, and she has experimented with her best female friend and they were kind of fwb for a bit
im going to make two separate cuts for this bc the first two questions are potentially triggering so i want to make it optional for ppl to read or not
what was their first kiss like?
she was sexually abused by her grandfather and it started out as kissing/touching before escalating, i don't really feel the need to go into explicit detail about it
after that, idk prolly some random boy
what was their first time like?
see above
after that she began having quite a lot of disregard for herself and this is where her promiscuous behavior started as a way to turn the abuse done to her into power, she has a very deep seeded hatred for people and the concept of sex in relation to "loving" or "caring" as it was used as something that hurt her from a very young age and on, she has a very warped perspective about it, and her behavior is, IN A WAY, somehow to "reclaim" herself and do what she wants on her own terms, she figures no one can do anything she doesn't want if she's "always willing", without realising that this is also abuse and not realising that instead of hurting others and herself for being hurt, that real power comes from overcoming it and rising above, taking the power away from the people who hurt her by not letting them control her life and thoughts and making her a distorted shell of a person, her drug abuse follows soon after this as she uses hooking up with people whenever she wants as a type of "high" in the beginning as it's like a "fuck you" to being raped? she refuses to be taken advantage of, even if she is, like her friend suggests that a lot of the men she hooks up with do, (they do) and it sends her into an anxiety induced rage and denies it because in her mind, after the abuse she went through, she's never let anyone do anything to her she doesn't want
are they loud?
generally no, she BREATHE HEAVY tho and depending on where she fucking someone, like if she in a precarious situation where getting CAUGHT could happen, s/t she will purposely cry out n get loud or s/t just to be testy n embarrass them n get them all riled up or so they can cover her mouth bc she likes bein muffled
*she will never get fake loud or fake orgasm bc she dont even want to give the shitty fucker the satisfaction of even THINKIN they got her off, she will lay silently n bored if they aint do right
where are their erogenous zones?
her neck, she love her neck bein kissed!!!!! also her tummy n thighs idk all over she love bein felt up + feelin ppl up she is very.. touchy
favorite form of foreplay?
gettin really high n gettin ha chocha 8
are they usually the one who initiates things?
yes, like YEAH she likes to fuck and she likes to be in control of her sexuality bc she was abused but its also like self loathing, not feeling worth anything and she fucks people bc she thinks its all she is good for and all she has to offer like she generally never gets too attached to people she sleeps with? but she has been rather offended by bein snubbed by someone she tryin to hook up with
she is typically p. domineering too and her preferences usually lie towards older men, she's not really into childish and inexperienced BOYS, idk she likes a power switch type dynamic with sex tho bc even tho she IS domineering and initiates things she ultimately likes the other person to take charge, otherwise she gets p. bored easily
she never does or will do anything FORCEFUL to anyone, like, she gets offended if they're not interested but she just leaves if someone isn't into her she aint gonna make them do shit she usually gets over it n stops caring she aint psycho
do they prefer performing or receiving oral?
she likes receiving but it isn't a MUST, she loves performing tho like she literally obsessed with suckin dick and she prides herself on her blowjobs
how frequently do they engage in self-stimulation?
not very often, idk something about it skeeves her a bit? sheis very, very rarely in the mood for it and i think it partially has to do with the fact that she often gets intrusive thoughts when she is alone and her mind wanders into being abused and so she is put off by it, and because she thinks its boring too
what kinks are they into?
nothin really, she thinks that kind of shits stupid as hell and over the top, she doesn't need anything bizarre or excessive to get off, she DOES think "pet play" w/e is kind of cute just because it's so ridiculous and she would prolly like to crawl around n act like a kitten for a bit bc shes weird, but not as an ALL THE TIME thing
do they like trying new things?
yesss she is open to experimenting with most things, LIKE SHE'D PROLLY TRY IT UP THE ASS NEGL, and she has experimented with her best female friend and they were kind of fwb for a bit
